gooseberry

Dear Nonconathon Writer,

Thank you for writing for me! I'm looking forward to whatever you give me.

Also, I'm sorry about totally dropping the ball on writing what things I'd like for each individual prompt, so hopefully the letter is helpful!

Generally speaking, I think I'm really easy to please. I love physical and emotional whump, so to be honest, as long as you basically beat the physical and emotional shit out of the characters, I'm gonna be thrilled. 

I'm okay with most any kinks and tropes, like bestiality, underaged, incest, A/B/O, heat/mating cycles, tentacles, etc. I prefer more hurt and less comfort.

I'm really invested in characters' relationships, so issues like loyalty, betrayal, love, abuse, etc., are instant gold for me, especially when fics are heavy are relationships. I'm a-okay with grim-dark, and I really like morally ambiguous characters/situations.

Regarding impregnation kink, I'm fine with genderbending and A/B/O, but I DNW trans victims.

I'm gooseberry on AO3 and itssummaawilum on Tumblr, if you want to see a general idea of my interests in whump. 



Likes | DNW | Requests

Likes:

General Likes:

• Whump, both physical and emotional; the more whump, the better
• Stoicism: characters refusing (or trying not) to show how hurt they are, trying to play off the seriousness of their situation/trauma as "no big deal, it's fine, don't worry," etc.
• Serious bodily injury
• Information gaps (i.e., different characters have different information); for example, Noct and Gladio don't realize that Ignis's relationship is abusive/that he's being raped by his arranged marriage spouse, etc. I especially love it when characters slowly start to fill in their information gaps and piece together the clues, becoming more horrified as they figure out the real situation
• Guilt: guilt on all sides; guilt of characters who feel like they're not good enough/strong enough/caused their own trauma, guilt of characters who didn't realize their loved ones were being harmed, guilt of bystanders who can't do anything to help, etc.
• Self-sacrifice, especially when it's linked with self-hatred and/or a lack of self-preservation
• Love, especially really strong/important platonic (familial and friend) relationships
• Morally grey everything! And values dissonance! 

Erotic/Noncon Likes:

• Forced pregnancy, especially when it's for the greater good, e.g., for political reasons, to create a new heir, to create a sacrificial lamb, etc.
• Fear of pregnancy, when applicable; I especially like this on the part of the victim, whether the victim is female-bodied and scared of being impregnated or the victim is male-bodied and scared of impregnating their rapist
• Lack of arousal on either the victim's side, OR both the victim and rapist's sides
• Creampies, especially the aftermath
• Voyeurism
• Somnophilia 

DNW:

• Shovel talks (this is my biggest DNW)
• Trans characters, especially for the main characters
• Major character death
• Issue fic
• Character bashing
• Erotic piercings
• Forgiveness/reconciliation--things don't/can't go back to the way they were

Requests:

Final Fantasy XII
Any Character makes Gabranth noncon Larsa Ferrinas Solidor

Final Fantasy XV
Sex Pollen makes Ignis Scientia noncon Noctis Lucis Caelum
Ardyn Izunia makes Ignis Scientia noncon Noctis Lucis Caelum
Arranged Marriage makes Any Character noncon Ignis Scientia
Regis Lucis Caelum CXIII noncons Ignis Scientia

Hannibal
Hannibal Lecter noncons Will Graham

Legend of Zelda
Ganondorf noncons Zelda

Star Wars Original Trilogy
Sex Pollen makes Leia Organa noncon Luke Skywalker

Final Fantasy XII

Any Character makes Gabranth noncon Larsa Ferrinas Solidor

• Bleeding due to rough sex
• Characters forced to have sex as entertainment for third party
• Extreme underage
• Forced to perform for an audience
• Forced to rape victim to spare them from a worse fate
• Hole training
• Rape as entertainment/sport for an audience 
• Rapist has double identity as savior/friend/lover
• Rapist uses rape as self-punishment
• Repeating/recurring trauma
• Submission to rape as part of job/duty
• Trauma makes victim repeatedly offer sex to savior
• Unaroused victim and rapist
• Victim forced to seduce rapist
• Witnesses think rape is part of show

This can take place pre-game, during the game, or even post-game, if you want to go an AU route. I would especially be interested in the third-party using Gabranth's loyalty for Larsa against them, such as Vayne forcing Gabranth to rape Larsa to show Gabranth's loyalty to the empire, or the Senate forcing Gabranth to rape Larsa for some random political reason. I'd also love for the rape to be damaging to both Gabranth and Larsa, though I don't really care what ways its damaging. I just want them to be damaged. I also want Gabranth and Larsa to genuinely care about each other and to be loyal to each other. I'm indifferent on whether or not that's romantic--just as long as they genuinely care for one another, and for each other's safety and well being. (Then beat the shit out of them, pls.)

Final Fantasy XV

Sex Pollen makes Ignis Scientia noncon Noctis Lucis Caelum
Ardyn Izunia makes Ignis Scientia noncon Noctis Lucis Caelum 

• Condescending praise
• Desperate dubcon offer is turned into rape
• Emotional baggage
• Emotional rape
• Feral behavior
• Forced exposure of body
• Forced eye contact
• Forced orgasm
• Forced to choose which companion gets raped
• Forced to beg for rape
• Humiliation
• Magical corruption
• Neither party consents
• Openly raped in public
• Objectification/dehumanization
• Rape as entertainment/sport for audience
• Rapist is following orders
• Sexually inexperienced rapist
• Victim is raped by loved one to prevent worse fate

Honestly, I'm just looking for a shit ton of guilt here. Does Ignis know what he's doing while he's raping Noct? Is there a disconnect between his mind and his body? Or is he completely unaware, and just comes back to himself afterwards? How guilty does he feel? And how does Noct feel about this? Is he aroused? Does he like it, even? Maybe he's been crushing on Ignis for years, and this is the first time Ignis has touched him in the way Noct wants to be touch. Or does the rape make Noct feel unsafe around Ignis, which is something he's never experienced or even imagined before. I'm interested in the emotional and mental ramifications--and I'm especially interested in the aftermath. (And where are Gladio and Prompto during this? Do they see the event, or do they piece together what happened afterwards?)

Arranged Marriage makes Any Character noncon Ignis Scientia

• Character's body is considered government property
• Consummating an arranged marriage
• Forced marriage
• Forced to get impregnated to ensure diplomatic relations
• Forced to sleep beside rapist after rape
• Forced to watch rape
• Gentle rape
• Initially reluctant rapist
• Loss of virginity
• Nonconsensual aftercare
• Rape to force marriage ('damaged goods law')
• Sexually inexperienced rapist
• Somnophilia
• Submission to rape as part of duty/job
• Unaroused victim and rapist
• Victim as spoils of war
• Victim's friend/family/team arranged the rape
• Victim offers self to protect others
• Victim resigned to rape
• Victim trying to pretend they're having sex consensually

I would especially be interested in a fic where Ignis is entirely resigned to an unhappy, nonconsensual marriage, and where he tries to keep the sheer unhappiness and unhealthiness of the marriage hidden from everyone else, mostly for Reasons of Politics. A huge plus would be if everyone's hands are tied, and there's no way to annul the marriage or allow divorce without causing Major Global Problems. In short, Ignis is the (sexual) sacrificial lamb slaughtered on the altar of Political Marriages, and his friends have to stand to the side and watch as the marriage (and continual rape, whether violent or not) slowly tears Ignis apart. 

Regis Lucis Caelum CXIII noncons Ignis Scientia

• Accidental voyeurism
• Character's body is considered government property
• Forced pregnancy as a condition of employment
• Gentle rape
• Hole training
• Raped while pregnant
• Rapist doesn't realize it is rape
• Sex as duty
• Stealth public rape
• Submission to rape as part of duty/job
• Victim convinced they asked for it
• Victim doesn't realize it's rape
• Victim is bent over desk/table/etc
• Victim is desperate to appease rapist
• Victim orgasms during rape and is ashamed
• Victim submits to rape because they think they deserve it
• Victim thinks they can't say no
• Victim tries to stay quiet while being raped semi-publicly in hope that no one notices
• Victim trying to pretend they're having sex consensually
• Victim visibly disheveled after rape

Anything and everything sounds great to me. Super young Ignis? Wonderful! Teenage Ignis? Great! Adult Ignis? Superb! An Ignis who's a virgin? Yes pls. I would especially be interested in seeing how Regis balances Ignis and Noct; does Noct know what Regis is doing? Or is Regis keeping it a secret? If it is a secret, does Regis sometimes have both Noct and Ignis eat with him together, and then low-key torment/terrify Ignis during the meal? Idk, I just want fucked-up-ness, especially around Regis viewing Ignis as property. Beloved property, sure, but property nonetheless. Especially if Regis views Ignis as USEFUL property, whether that's for political reasons, creating-extra-heirs reasons, or because Ignis can keep Noct happy, healthy, and safe, etc.

Hannibal

Hannibal Lecter noncons Will Graham

• Mind games
• Trauma makes victim repeatedly offer sex to savior
• Rapist has double identity as savior/friend/lover
• Rapist lures victim in by concealing their identity
• Victim believing that he somehow caused the rape

Pretty much anything that has Hannibal manipulating Will. I don't know, i'm easy. 

 
Legend of Zelda

Ganondorf noncons Zelda

• Aggressor uses physical size to intimidate victim
• Bleeding due to rough sex
• Dick is too big
• Display of ownership
• Face slapping
• Forced to beg for rapist's come/orgasm
• Forced to get impregnated to ensure diplomatic relations
• Forced to give unwilling verbal consent
• Forced to sleep beside rapist after rape
• Impregnation as a public display of ownership
• Impregnator wins the throne
• Rape & aftermath
• Rape creates soulbond with victim
• Rape to cause humiliation/loss of status
• Rape to force marriage ('damaged goods law')
• Rapist pisses inside victim after coming
• Repeating/recurring trauma
• Victim as spoils of war
• Victim mouths off at rapist(s) and makes it worse for themselves
• Victim offers self to protect others

I would love anything that has Ganondorf use rape and forced marriage as political tools to take over/justify his takeover of Hyrule. Beyond that, it's up to you. Does the rest of the castle know that Zelda is being raped? Or do people think it's a consensual marriage? Is Ganondorf trying to impregnate Zelda so that he has an heir? Does Zelda try to force miscarriages? Does Zelda ever enjoy any time spent with Ganondorf? Are they both trying to engage in psychological warfare? Anything and everything sounds amazing.

Also, please have stuff about their size differences. He's so big! She's so small! His cock would SPLIT HER IN HALF. TBH, you could spend the entire fic on Ganondorf raping Zelda on their wedding night with his huge cock, and I would be tickled pink.

Star Wars Original Trilogy

Sex Pollen makes Leia Organa noncon Luke Skywalker

• Accidental incest
• Accidental voyeur guiltily enjoys watching the rape
• Desperate dubcon offer is turned into rape
• Everyone believes rapist is innocent
• Fpreg
• Forced into incest by third party
• Impregnation
• Sex pollened character(s)/unaffected character(s)
• Victim accidentally compels love interest to rape them
• Victim believing that he somehow caused the rape
• Victim is aroused
• Victim secretly enjoys the attention
• Victim tries to stay quiet while being raped semi-publicly in hope that no one notices

Let Leia be the aggressor! I'd be happy if she was aware of it, and I'd be equally happy if she was unaware. How does Luke feeling during the event, though? Does he feel guilty and like he's the rapist because he penetrated her? Or does he realize he's the victim? And what is the aftermath? Do they have to worry about pregnancy? 

I'm not picky on when this takes place. Do they know they're siblings? Or is this right after they meet? (Do they both love Han?? Is Han here, too?? That's also good.)