Nonconathon 2020

Dear Nonconathon Writer,

Thank you for writing for me! I'm looking forward to whatever you give me. 

Also, I'm sorry about totally dropping the ball on writing what things I'd like for each individual prompt, so hopefully the letter is helpful!

Generally speaking, I think I'm really easy to please. I love physical and emotional whump, so to be honest, as long as you basically beat the physical and emotional shit out of the characters, I'm gonna be thrilled. 

I'm okay with most any kinks and tropes, like bestiality, underaged, incest, A/B/O, heat/mating cycles, tentacles, etc. I prefer more hurt and less comfort, and I'm not very interested in aftermath.

I'm really invested in characters' relationships, so issues like loyalty, betrayal, love, abuse, etc., are instant gold for me, especially when fics are heavy are relationships. I'm a-okay with grim-dark, and I really like morally ambiguous characters/situations.

Regarding impregnation kink, I'm fine with genderbending and A/B/O, but I DNW trans victims.

I'm gooseberry on AO3 and itssummaawilum on Tumblr, if you want to see a general idea of my interests in whump. 



Likes | DNW | Requests

Likes:

General Likes:

• Whump, both physical and emotional; the more whump, the better
• Stoicism: characters refusing (or trying not) to show how hurt they are, trying to play off the seriousness of their situation/trauma as "no big deal, it's fine, don't worry," etc.
• Serious bodily injury
• Information gaps (i.e., different characters have different information); for example, Noct and Gladio don't realize that Ignis's relationship is abusive/that he's being raped by his arranged marriage spouse, etc. I especially love it when characters slowly start to fill in their information gaps and piece together the clues, becoming more horrified as they figure out the real situation
• Guilt: guilt on all sides; guilt of characters who feel like they're not good enough/strong enough/caused their own trauma, guilt of characters who didn't realize their loved ones were being harmed, guilt of bystanders who can't do anything to help, etc.
• Self-sacrifice, especially when it's linked with self-hatred and/or a lack of self-preservation
• Love, especially really strong/important platonic (familial and friend) relationships
• Morally grey everything! And values dissonance! 

Erotic/Noncon Likes:

• Forced pregnancy, especially when it's for the greater good, e.g., for political reasons, to create a new heir, to create a sacrificial lamb, etc.
• Fear of pregnancy, when applicable; I especially like this on the part of the victim, whether the victim is female-bodied or an omega and scared of being impregnated or the victim is male-bodied or an alpha and scared of impregnating their rapist
• Lack of arousal on either the victim's side, OR both the victim and rapist's sides
• Creampies, especially the aftermath
• Voyeurism
• Somnophilia 

DNW:

• Shovel talks (this is my biggest DNW)
• Trans characters, especially for the main characters
• Asexuality
• Major character death
• Issue fic
• Character bashing
• Erotic piercings
• Forgiveness/reconciliation, or for things to go back to the way they were
• Gay or bi Harold or a John/Harold romantic/sexual relationship for Person of Interest
• Non-mute Link for The Legend of Zelda

Requests:

Final Fantasy XII
Sex Pollen makes Larsa Ferrinas Solidor noncon Noah fon Rosenburg/Sex Pollen noncons Noah fon Ronsenburg & Larsa Ferrinas Solidor/Vayne Carudas Solidor makes Gabranth noncon Larsa Ferrinas Solidor

Final Fantasy XV
Any noncons Ignis Scientia
Regis Lucis Caelum CXIII noncons Ignis Scientia

Person of Interest (TV)
Drugs make John Reese noncon Harold Finch/Sex Pollen makes John Reese noncon Harold Finch

The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild
Princess Zelda noncons Link

Final Fantasy XII

Sex Pollen makes Larsa Ferrinas Solidar noncon Noah fon Rosenburg
Sex Pollen noncons Noah fon Rosenburg & Larsa Ferrinas Solidor
Vayne makes Gabranth noncon Larsa Ferrinas Solidor

• Arousal - Rapist Can't Get/Stay Erect
• Arousal - Unaroused Victim
• Bargaining - Negotiating for the Lesser of Two Rapes
• Bargaining - Victim Offers/Sacrifices Self to Protect Others
• Intimacy - Victim Forced to Seduce Rapist
• Loyalty - Submission to Rape as Part of Duty/Job
• Motive - Committing Rape as Self-Punishment
• Multiple Victims - Forced to Physically Harm Each Other
• Multiple Victims - Mutual Noncon
• Rough Sex - Causes Bleeding
• Sex Pollen - Self-Sacrifice to Keep Accidental Aggressor Alive
• Trauma - Repeating/Recurring Trauma

This can take place pre-game, during the game, or even post-game, if you want to go an AU route. I'd love for the rape to be damaging to both Gabranth and Larsa, though I don't really care what ways it's damaging. I just want them to be damaged. I also want Gabranth and Larsa to genuinely care about each other and to be loyal to each other. If it's Vayne forcing Gabranth to rape Larsa, I'd like it to be Vayne forcing Gabranth to show his loyalty to the empire. I'm indifferent on whether or not that's romantic--just as long as they genuinely care for one another, and for each other's safety and well being. I'm especially here for Gabranth being wracked with guilt and Larsa trying to comfort Gabranth, telling Gabranth that it's fine, they'll get through this, it doesn't hurt, etc. (And he can be lying~ Lying is good~)

Final Fantasy XV

Any noncons Ignis Scientia

• Captivity - Spoils of War
• Dehumanization - Victim's Body Considered Government Property
• Inexperienced Rapist
• Initially Reluctant Rapist
• Intimacy - Forced to Sleep Beside Rapist
• Loyalty - Submission to Rape as Part of Duty/Job
• Marriage - Arranged Marriage
• Marriage - Forced Consummation 
• Marriage - Marriage & Impregnation for Diplomatic Relations
• Marriage - Rape to Force Marriage ('damaged goods law')
• Motive - Rape to Produce Heir
• Multiple Victims - Character Forced to Rape Love Interest Tries to be Gentle
• Scenario - Victim Pretends It's Consensual 
• Somnophilia - Victim Pretends to be Asleep 
• Somnophilia - Victim Remains Asleep
• Virginity - Loss of Virginity

I would especially be interested in a fic where Ignis is entirely resigned to an unhappy, nonconsensual marriage, and where he tries to keep the sheer unhappiness and unhealthiness of the marriage hidden from everyone else, mostly for Reasons of Politics. A huge plus would be if everyone's hands are tied, and there's no way to annul the marriage or allow divorce without causing Major Global Problems. In short, Ignis is the (sexual) sacrificial lamb slaughtered on the altar of Political Marriages, and his friends have to stand to the side and watch as the marriage (and continual rape, whether violent or not) slowly tears Ignis apart. If there's mpreg, I like omegaverse!

Regis Lucis Caelum CXIII noncons Ignis Scientia

• Aftermath - Victim Unable to Hide Evidence of Their Rape From Others
• Dehumanization - Victim's Body Considered Government Property
• Gaslighting - Victim Thinks They Asked For It
• Loyalty - Submission to Rape as Part of Duty/Job
• Motive - Rape to Assert Dominance
• Motive - Rape to Demonstrate Victim's Helplessness
• Orgasm - Victim Orgasms and Is Ashamed
• Position - Victim Bent Over Table/Desk
• Public - Raped Surreptitiously
• Scenario - Victim Tries to Stay Quiet During Semi-public Rape
• Voyeurism - Accidental

Anything and everything sounds great to me. Wonderful! Teenage Ignis? Great! Adult Ignis? Superb! An Ignis who's a virgin? Yes pls. I would especially be interested in seeing how Regis balances Ignis and Noct; does Noct know what Regis is doing? Or is Regis keeping it a secret? If it is a secret, does Regis sometimes have both Noct and Ignis eat with him together, and then low-key torment/terrify Ignis during the meal? Idk, I just want fucked-up-ness, especially around Regis viewing Ignis as property. Beloved property, sure, but property nonetheless. Especially if Regis views Ignis as USEFUL property, whether that's for political reasons or because Ignis can keep Noct happy, healthy, and safe, etc.

Person of Interest (TV)

Drugs make John Reese noncon Harold Finch
Sex Pollen makes John Reese noncon Harold Finch

• Aftermath - Rapist Feels Guilty
• Aftermath - Victim Refuses to Acknowledge Rape Happened
• Fuck or Die - Self-Sacrifice to Keep Accdiental Aggressor Alive
• Inexperience - Victim Has Never Been With Anyone of the Rapist's Gender
• Rough Sex - Causes Bleeding
• Rough Sex - Fucked into Unconsciousness 
• Sex Pollen - Out of Control Top Accidentally Rapes Bottom
• Sex Pollen - Self-Sacrifice to Keep Accidental Aggressor Alive
• Sex Pollened Aggressor/Unaffected Victim

For this, I'd really like something where John and Harold are just friends and coworkers. I don't want them to have been in a romantic or sexual relationship, or end up in one. Just friends/coworkers who end up in an awful situation. Also, I want Harold to be straight; John can be straight or bi, I don't care which.

For the plot, I'd especially be thrilled to have something where John is out of control and Harold is desperately sacrificing himself and his body to sate John's need and protect John. And ooooh, I'd love for the sex to be awful and painful for Harold. If there's any aftermath, I only want a little, and I'd want Harold to brush it all aside and go on like nothing happened, and for John to struggle with that, but also try to do the same, for Harold's sake. And for them to remain friends, as difficult as that might be! 

DNW: gay or bi Harold, John/Harold romantic or sexual relationship

 
The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild 

Princess Zelda noncons Link

• A/B/O - Female Alpha/Male Omega
• Attitude - Gentle Rapist
• Breeding - Impregnation as Public Display of Ownership
• Inexperienced Rapist
• Intimacy - Forced to Sleep Beside Rapist
• Intimacy - Victim Treated Like Lover
• Marriage - Arranged Marriage
• Marriage - Marriage & Impregnation for Diplomatic Relations
• Marriage - Public Consummation
• Marriage - Rape to Force Marriage ('damaged goods law')
• Motive - Rape to Produce Heir
• Power Imbalance - Aggressor in Position of Power over Victim

OKAY SO. This can be pre-game or post-game, and AU within the game world. If pre-game, I would love for it to take place earlier, right after they've met, when Zelda dislikes Link. I don't think she'd be cruel by any means, but I can see her being unhappy and uncomfortable with their marriage, and trying to avoid him, and occasionally lashing out at him. If it's post-game, then I could totally see a Zelda who thinks Link's totally on board with everything and doesn't realize that Link is very unhappy and doesn't want to be in a marriage with her. I really want alpha!Zelda and omega!Link, with Zelda penetrating Link and trying to get him pregnant. And most importantly, I really want Link to be mute. I don't want the muteness to be a huge part of the fic, or to turn the fic into an issue fic--I just want Link mute and unable to speak, and that to be a normal, standard thing, like muteness from birth. He can write, sign, or communicate in any othery way--just no voice, please!

DNW: non-mute Link